Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Carmen`s b`day~~~~


happy birthday 2 u..

happy birthday 2 u..

happy birthday to carmen..

happy birthday 2 u..


2day is carmen de bday o.. i think she is now going to meet hers bao bei lu.. wish her all the best.. *p/s.. older than me liao.. haha.. old liao la..

hate her!!?! dislike her?!?!? wanna her to get off from my life!?!?!

Stupid Wednesday.. really bad mood.. get scolded from my mom.. crazy old lady.. scolded me once I hav got into the car.. hit my hand n scold n scold.. stupid manz.. my hand cant work well lar.. so pain.. cant even pin my hair.. my hand is vibrating..vibrating.. n vibrating.. fxxk.. I really cant tahan ler.. cried in school today.. but at least I still hav my group of frens beside me.. FRENZZ is the BEST!!?!! Onli them will always beside me.. frenship 4ever.. hate my mom.. dislike her lar.. wanna her disappear from my life.. I don wan my life become broken life.. I juz like my dad.. he is the best dad in tis world..Oh my god.. my life is full wit tuition..tuition n tuition.. in Friday.. I d hav 2 tuition.. from 5pm till 9.30pm.. so cool lar.. but is oso so tired.. haha.. its ok.. I quite like it.. coz can meet my frens…

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

carmen`s party~~~







































frenzz is de best!?!?!

Wat can it possibly be? Always feel tat myself become odd d.. I felt so happy coz I could went to carmen`s b`day party.. especially can met him there.. soo kuan even likes to make a fool of him tim.. juz he became veli veli quiet tat nite.. esther said tat he get austism wor.. quite look alike de.. hehe.. in a sudden, I felt so nice n warm o.. he helped me to barbecue the sausage..helped me to take the jelly n some morefed me ner.. im really like a princess at tat time.. feeling so bliss.. I even kissed him by stealth.. I think there will b no1 saw I kiss him ba.. I oso took many many pics wit him.. wit all my frens.. so enjoyable.. we should be veli veli happy tat day.. the onli drawback is the time when my mom wanna reach carmen`s hse.. after I took my bag n waiting out there, he was standing beside me.. well.. I felt veli scare coz once my mom reach there.. sure she will c him.. tat time amanda was stood beside me, so I told her tat im so scare.. will cry out soon liao la.. I had 4got wat she said.. I juz remembered after amanda said something, he said, ‘ den wat u want me to do now??’ wai a angry n a out of sorts tone.. I feel dao lar.. at tat moment, my heart juz like dripping blood.. on the 1 part, I scare my mom c him.. on the other part, im so scare wit him.. I never c him in tis condition.. in such scary tone.. I think mayb im something wrong tat time.. I drank the whole cup of wine unexpectedly.. tat`s y when I reached home, I felt headache..feeling wanna faint..some more my face became veli veli red.. luckily my mom didn’t discover.. if not.. I cant imagine wat will happens next.. when he stood beside me, I almost get mad.. after he spoke out tat sentence, I felt abit out of sorts.. wanna ask him not to stand beside me, afterwards my mom could c him.. but I onli spoke till half way..den I stopped.. I chose to be endure..coz I knew once I get quarrel wit him..carmen`s party will be disrupt by me.. on the other hand, mayb.. we will be game over soon.. I knew my personality veli well.. once I get quarrel with some1.. I wont to be fren with tat ppl voluntarily..coz im quite passive.. although is him.. ithink the result should be the same.. or perhaps I would like to be fren again wit him.. but I think I wont hav tat kind of courage to call him.. how bout him?? Mayb he will come to soothe me.. but the premise is.. how onli can contact me?? Call by phone?? Impossible.. come to find me?? Dreaming!!??! Both of us did we hav our own future?!? I really wanna noe.. when im so nervous coz my mom is going to fetch me back, he holded my hand tightly.. at tat moment.. I felt tat tis guy has a sense of security.. but when im waiting outside alone.. tat feel is so lonely.. him? Mayb at inside gua.. the sense of security was missed.. the feeling of panic is presence.. perhaps frens is the best.. whenever I need some1 they will always beside me.. tis make me wanna noe did me n tis guy hav our own future?? Tis is a love story which not bless by my family members…

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Carmen`s b`day party~ 4 days to go~

Carmen`s b`day party~ 4 days to go.. yapi.. I can go to carmen`s party ler.. I can`t believe that my mom let me to go out.. thanks god.. haha.. erm.. we also will celebrate soo kuan`s b`day there without telling she.. wanna giv her a big surprise.. hehe.. feeling veli excited lar… got many many frens will go there tim.. but I think the happiest is not me.. sure is pooi mun.. why?? Haha.. someone will go to the party also ma.. always smile herself in class.. sot sot liao la..
Walao!! Today I took the maths exam of university of new south wales ler.. oh my god.. so difficult.. dunno wat`s it asking bout.. sure veli teruk.. somemore I didn’t study at home.. cos I onli noe today got exam when I reached school.. cool man.. lets c I get how marks for the maths paper..
Today my school have a career fair ler.. I looking for the actuarial science n accountancy.. walao a.. the actuarial science fee is so expensive.. somemore muz go to u.s. for 2 yrs.. I tak mau ler.. I wan to go australia.. erm.. accountancy is quite ok de.. 1 yr study in m`sia, 3 yrs study in australia.. wanna ask my dad opinion 1st.. hehe..
Shit man.. today super no mood… in bio lab, I wanna sit somewhere else.. my fren asked me to sit the side row.. well, I m okay tat time.. after I sit at tat place, the gal sit behind me complain to teacher said tat she cant c at all.. okay, den I shifted to the second place.. again.. another gal complained she cant see.. den I get angry n sit at the side side place.. really veli angry ler.. I m not a ball for u guys to kick okay.. wat the.. den I didn’t talk to anyone liao lu.. when esther talk to me, I also didn’t say anything.. juz keep my mouth shut.. cos if I open my mouth.. they all sure will be scolded by me.. don’t bodder them lu..

Monday, July 21, 2008

THINGS ARE NOT ALWAYS WHAT THEY SEEM

THINGS ARE NOT ALWAYS WHAT THEY SEEM
有些事并不象它看上去那样
Two travelling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion's guestroom. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, 'Things aren't always what they seem.'
两个旅行中的天使到一个富有的家庭借宿。这家人对他们并不友好,并且拒绝让他们在舒适的客人卧室过夜,而是在冰冷的地下室给他们找了一个角落。当他们铺床时,较老的天使发现墙上有一个洞,就顺手把它修补好了。年轻的天使问为什么,老天使答到:“有些事并不象它看上去那样。”

The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the field? The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel how could you have let this happen? The first man had everything, yet you helped him, she accused. The second family had little but was willing to share everything, and you let the cow die.

第二晚,两人又到了一个非常贫穷的农家借宿。主人夫妇俩对他们非常热情,把仅有的一点点食物拿出来款待客人,然后又让出自己的床铺给两个天使。第二天一早,两个天使发现农夫和他的妻子在哭泣--他们唯一的生活来源,一头奶牛死了。年轻的天使非常愤怒,他质问老天使为什么会这样,第一个家庭什么都有,老天使还帮助他们修补墙洞,第二个家庭尽管如此贫穷还是热情款待客人,而老天使却没有阻止奶牛的死亡。
'Things aren't always what they seem,' the older angel replied. 'When we stayed in the basement of the mansion, I noticed there was gold stored in that hole in the wall. Since the owner was so obsessed with greed and unwilling to share his good fortune, I sealed the wall so he wouldn’t find it.'
“有些事并不象它看上去那样。”老天使答道,“当我们在地下室过夜时,我从墙洞看到墙里面堆满了金块。因为主人被贪欲所迷惑,不愿意分享他的财富,所以我把墙洞填上了。
'Then last night as we slept in the farmers bed, the angel of death came for his wife. I gave him the cow instead. Things aren't always what they seem.'
“昨天晚上,死亡之神来召唤农夫的妻子,我让奶牛代替了她。所以有些事并不象它看上去那样。”
Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things don't turn out the way they should. If you have faith, you just need to trust that every outcome is always to your advantage. You might not know it until some time later...
有些时候事情的表面并不是它实际应该的样子。如果你有信念,你只需要坚信付出总会得到回报。你可能不会发现,直到后来…….

Some people come into our lives and quickly go…
有些人走进我们的生活然后很快就离开了…
oooO
( )
Some people \ (
become friends \_) and
stay awhile...
leaving beautiful footprints on our hearts...
有些人成为朋友并稍作停留… 在我们的心里留下美丽的足印。

oooO
( ) and we are never quite the same because we have made a good friend!!
\ (
\_ ) 因为有了一个好朋友,我们会变得跟从前不一样!!


Yesterday is history. 昨天是历史。
Tomorrow a mystery. 明天是一个谜。
Today is a gift. 今天是一个礼物。
That's why it's called the present!
因此它才被称为present! (present同时具有当前、目前和礼物的意思)


I think this life is special...live and savour every moment...
This is not a dress rehearsal!

Thursday, July 17, 2008

love lao gong~~~

Yesterday I was so so so happy ler.. my lao gong came to find me n gave me the present which I wish to have it tim.. somemore veli veli de sweet sweet.. hehe.. I really noe he is veli sayang me ler.. hehe.. really enjoy the moment with him.. my dear dear.. hehe..
Haih.. yesterday also got spot check in my class.. those perfect r something wrong izit.. they touched all parts of our body ler.. crazy!!! Wanna c girl`s breast, touched girl`s buts, n many many more.. somemore, the one who told teacher tat my gang got some1 brought hp to school is a fren who is quite close to me ler.. so xxxx… all frens said tat gal is something wrong le.. she wrote love letter to herself in hers class den let me read n said it is written by hers bf.. den she will laugh when she read back the letter that she wrote her own.. izit crazy???? Stupid lar.. how could I have tis ppl as my fren…
Today my fren`s parents came to school to complain bout yesterday those prefect touched our body stuff.. den when they talk to those prefect that joined the spot check, those prefect said my fren is tipu.. said they didn’t say they wanna c their breast n ask her to open their bra.. all prefect in tis school r suck!!! Really hate tis school ler… juz merosakkan my sweet sweet day…

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

My Love Will Get You Home

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
如果你流浪 走得太遠 我的愛能把你帶回家
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
如果你跟了一顆錯的星星而行 我的愛能把你帶回家
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
如果你發現自己迷失了 正感到孤單
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
請你回過神來想想我 因為我的愛會把你帶回家
Boy, my love will get you home.
男孩 我的愛能把你帶回家
If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
如果明亮的光線使你雙眼再也看不見 我的愛能把你帶回家
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
如果你的煩惱阻礙你邁大步走 我的愛能把你帶回家
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
如果你發現自己迷失了 正感到孤單
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
請你回過神來想想我 因為我的愛會把你帶回家
Boy, my love will get you home.
男孩 我的愛能把你帶回家
If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.
如果你覺得羞愧 我的愛會把你帶回家
If its only you to blame, my love will get you home.
如果只有你應被責怪 我的愛會把你帶回家
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
如果你發現自己迷失了 正感到孤單
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
請你回過神來想想我 因為我的愛會把你帶回家
Boy, my love will get you home.
男孩 我的愛能把你帶回家

真正爱你的男孩

真正爱你的男孩,总是喜欢叫你小妹妹,可每次心里感到脆弱的时候,还是会用姐姐来称呼你 真正爱你的男孩,虽然想听你对他说“亲爱的”,其实心里更愿意听的是“你个死人,你跑到了哪里?“ 真正爱你的男孩,虽然有很长一段时间他看不到你,但你会发现他的手机里保存的全是你发给他的暧昧的信息真正爱你的男孩,他会故意说要你给他唱歌听,其实他更喜欢的是你和他在温柔的争执的可爱的脾气 真正爱的男孩,他嘴上虽然说不在乎你和别的男孩交往,可是每当有陌生的男人和你接触时,他会偷偷地将眉毛锁在一起,因为他在乎着 你 真正爱你的男孩,他不怕你生气,怕的是你生了气发了脾气后依然不去理会他,男孩的感情也同样细腻 真正爱你的男孩,每天他的脑子里装的全是你,就连走路的时候摔了一个跟头,起来后拍拍身上的灰尘嘴角却依然挂着微笑,因为他在惦 记着你 真正爱你的男孩,他会把你的相片放在他的钱包里,时刻带在身上处处陪着你 真正爱你的男孩,坐在公车上也会想起那份和你在一起的拥挤,因为他喜欢听你近距离的呼吸 真正爱你的男孩,他在吃饭的时候目光都是呆滞的,对面没有了你,嘴里的饭是没有滋味滴 真正爱你的男孩,他会省下吃饭的钱,打个电话给远方的你。 真正爱你的男孩,他会把别的女孩子写给他的情书偷偷藏起,因为他的心里只有你。 真正爱你的男孩,他每天的生活都会很积极,因为他希望自己爱的女孩看到的是阳光的自己。 真正爱你的男孩,晚上躺在床上的时候会情不自禁地去猜测你这一天到底过的好不好,为什么自己没有打喷嚏是不是你没有轻易地把他想 起 真正爱你的男孩,他会数着星星在找你的星座,因为你勾起了他漫漫的思绪。 真正爱你的男孩,他不会轻易地把自己脆弱的一面展现给你,虽然他还不能给予你什么,但他会尽他最大的努力来保护你 真正爱你的男孩,他也会在他最最无助的时候想起你 ,不是想要你帮他什么,只是希望你不要担心他自己 真正爱你的男孩,他会把他的第一滴为女孩子哭泣的眼泪给你,因为他是那么的珍惜你 真正爱的男孩,他会在这里发个帖子告诉你,他一直在默默的爱着你。 世界上最遥远的距离,是零距离都看不着你

Monday, July 14, 2008

A talkative day..

today i got some of my result back liao lo.. not too good n not too bad also.. boleh boleh tahan lar.. maths is only 68... sure will be scolded.. my biology is 61!!! the highest biology mark tat i get for this yr.. haha.. well, sejarah onli 65.. but ok lar... A2 also.. hehe.. today in class everyone became veli talkative ler.. teacher also cant do anything to us.. hehe.. n tat nik.. also call my bf name n look at me n smile.. stupid lar.. tat carmen also.. jus the rubber band n shoot me... i got a red mark on my arm liao lar.. pain leh.. dont worry.. i will balas to she at 1 day.. haha..
today esther didnt came to school ler... so boring.. i think she is going to cut her hair gua.. wat school lai de o.. the 'bob' hair style also dont let.. somemore last time i received a letter - akur janji.. it`s jus bcoz i didnt cut my nails for 3 times onli mar... den the letter wrote tat, 'kuku panjang'.. wat the... kuku panjang??? haha... tat esther is thinking something wrong... haha...
this week my dad went back to hometown jor lu.. so suang.. tis`s bcoz no1 will ask me to study anymore.. haha.. so free tis few days.. juz play games n listen to music the whole day... really hope he is beside me.. hehe.. almost half month didnt meet him le lo... so so so miss him.. wanna be with him always lar... i love him!!!!!!
真爱是什么?


真爱到底是什么?!
恋爱或许需要天时,地利,人和
只要能相恋,那就是缘分
有一天你们找到了彼此
从互不认识,相遇,相识到相爱
一起牵手面对一切
就算分隔两地
两颗心依然紧紧靠在一起
就算遇到困难
两个人都会不离不弃地支持对方
给彼此最大的力量
然而真爱总是那么遥不可及
或许真爱就在我们身旁
但我们却让它静静的溜走
其实...
我也相信真爱可以排除万难
但是这些万难可能会停不下来
或许只需要一句‘我爱你’
所有的万难都能迎×而解
这是我更相信的...

Thursday, July 3, 2008

weird weird... ^^

.. so sad.. my dad don allow me to join the practice ler... i cant get money liao lo.. somemore he said mayb i will be change to other school ler.. dunno y.. i didnt felt sad when i m told tat i might be changed to other school... i noe if i have change school, i cant even meet him.. cant even have a date with him.. but i didnt felt sad... yesterday my dad said mayb will wait for a while more onli change school.. i felt so dissapointed la... i wan to change to cempaka la... haih... feeling weird weird de...i didnt talk 2 him much tis week ler.. dunno how`s his life... did him miss me?? haha... i jus noe i miss him so so so much...
my birthday is jus around the corner ler.. i m planning something special to do... hehe.. i might go back to hometown to celebrate ler.. hehe.. really hope he can be wit me ler.. love him 4ever..

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